It’s certainly payday today! I receive my monthly income but of all the people whose receiving monthly income. I am the person who isn’t happy. Why? Because I have to pay all my debts and my responsibilities monthly. Is this what sweet taste of payday means? Well, I know in time all these hurting and sacrifices will be fruitful and I believe I am not just chasing pavements and hitting the sun in the sky.
Today I pay PHP. 999.00 for my smartbro internet bill, PHP.5200 for my taxes, electric bill and etc…:'( I also needed to pay the television set that we bought 2 months ago. To my dismay my sister told me I need to cover her up since she just delivered her second child Ezrah Angelo and she’s not currently working. :'( I’m really not happy. I feel disappointed this payday because she can ask her husband to help us since he owned it Life!
I hope this will not be the same feeling every month pay.
I was not able to pay myself because of this. I am lucky I can skip the groceries today so it can be minus to all the expenses. Oh why it is very difficult to earn and budget!
Btw, I was not able to make the part time job for rarejob Korean English tutor and was advised to just try it again after 6 months.
To pull up myself for all these forces. I need to work really hard.
How am I able to do this if I am taking care of somebody’s child while I’m single and I am working and the care I am giving is for free. Oh!!! I don’t know if I am lucky or lucky. Lord help me!
I really love my job right now because I can do all of these, pay for this and that and I am home. I am ever thankful that I am able to get this kind of job though I still need a second one. I want to experience the sweet taste of payday and I can say It’s payday today! Lord, Even at this moment I want to thank you because you are making me aware of all the things I need to do to be free. I need to be hurt sometimes… all the times ad this is just a test to make me better.